Honestly, I didn't expect I'd win...
I think my trainer, Sir Daroy, didn't think so as well...maybe... I didn't show him my power point presentation until the competition. We did a run down of my speech and he thought it was great, though I didn't know if he was trying to be nice or trying to be sarcastic, either way, I didn't get the message. Though he told me something clear, "Something entertaining, Benj". That was a lifesaver. I have poor public speaking skills, and as a debater, I am more confident of talking about politics, economy, and nationalism. I was supposed to discuss how the Church, certain cultural traditions, and liberal democracy itself play a part in hampering state progression. Close shave, huh?
It was a sleepless night for me, the night before the competition. Why the procrastination you say? Well, the entire weak was hectic for me. I was the leader of our class' speech choir competitions and rehearsals were killing me since we had to adjust to the ever changing schedule of our "special" or rather "challenged" mates. I was also busy finalizing and catching up with dues, after all, it was finals week, judgement week. Anyway, I was busy editing my speech, well, I completely changed the damned thing to fit twenty 15-second slides under five minutes. It was around 12:59 that time and I told myself when the clock strikes morning, I'm hitting the hay. To my regret, I didn't. I had to finish my speech and begin with my power point presentation. I didn't want to disappoint Sir Daroy who had utter faith in me, and I didn't want to fail myself. I wanted to win, but if I had to lose, I'd make sure I lost presenting and delivering to my standard. By 0430h, I was done. I shut my eyes for a couple of minutes to wake up in the blast of my alarm, and yeah, as expected, it's 0530h. So I ate little and began with my hygienic activities. Once I was all dressed up, I rushed to school.
It was a very unlucky strt of the day for me. I hitched a ride in a UV Express in BF Homes. I shut my eyes to have a short nap to catch with my sleep, and like a (female dog), I woke up at Star City. I'm about a mile two from the Heritage Hotel -my original drop zone. So I ran and ran, and ran until I found a jeepney terminal that would bring me to Heritage via Taft Ave. The traffic was horrible since the roads were narrow and just my luck, market day. Once at Metropoint, I hopped in a jeepney to school. Damn, was EDSA congested like souls in purgatory. My detour took me about an hour or so, but thankfully, I wasn't late for the program.
I was the last speaker for the ignite. That means there are four other speakers whom I should observe to determine how (effed) I was. I underestimated the competition, they were REALLY GOOD, especially the first speaker. She was discussing about certain struggles and glories of being a daughter of a military officer. It was an honor for me to compete with her because her father was an Air Force pilot who graduated from the Academy. She prepared for her speech very well. She had a calm, subtle, soothing voice, and her transitions were smooth. Also, she closed her eyes (I believe) the entire speech, and she not once looked at her slides, she was perfectly synchronized with her presentation.
I barely memorized mine so I said that I'd just wing it. What I had that the others didn't was an "entertaining" speech. I wasn't confident that mine was better, it wasn't haha. I was confident because I knew mine was different. I knew that I had to deliver this speech as lively as possible, I had to make the audience, especially the faculty and judges, to shake their limbs. And surprisingly, I did.
I got really pumped up when I realized that the crowd was responding to my questions and gestures. They laughed at my jokes and puns, my class was cheering for me, and I even noticed the faculty clapping halfway my speech. When I saw Sir Daroy clap, I told myself "Mission Accomplished".
I have already met my trainer's expectations, now it's time to go for the kill.






